Sunday, May 29, 2011

Over extended

Have you ever felt like you extend yourself in the name of "friendship"? What about other roles you have in your life, such as Daughter, Son, Sister, you ever feel like you would go to the ends of the earth for a person and somehow in the end get short changed?

I have been struggling with this for a while... does anyone really deserve the title "best" friend? What makes them so special? We are all the same at the end of the day. Because, somewhere down the line we share DNA, does that make you family?

What are the qualifications for each title?

Just late night thoughts coming out i guess...good night

Nike Vid

This is a project that I did in class...I just made it about what I know and did not really try to think of a story cuuuz I already had a story... so yes, here it is!


Monday, May 23, 2011


If time keeps going and you remain the same you, when do you progress? When and where does improvement happen? Do you remain? Do you move forward? Do you stay content or do you strive for absolute greatness? When do you take that leap?

At what point do you see that it is time for betterment? At what point do you realize that change needs to be made? How much do you change? Is there a time when you realize that what you are doing is not working? Is everyone around you changing and leaving your life while you continue to live the life that you live?


These are just random questions that have come to me.... I just want to know when do people stop thinking they are ALWAYS right and humble themselves? When do they realize that they are the ones that need to change? How many times do they need to be told?

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Can you say AMEN!!??

 Good morning... thought I would come on here and tell you about what made my day at about 6am. I was listening to the news from under the covers and then a story about a woman that was being treated a tumor of some sort you know i had to open my eyes and take it all in. I then realize that it is a woman that i saw a few times at my job. She looked so... idk... i was genuinely concerned about her and went home and told my mom about her. FAST FORWARD to like last month... i see the same girl back in my line to check out. She looked 10 times better and I was so so so happy to see that she was ok. Then i see her on the news today!!! like really?! tried to look for the story on the new website but i can't find it... i really just wanna tell her that i am so happy to see her smiling face on the tv this morning (starting to cry (":) I am do happy that she is ok! I am just happy that she is alive. I really wish i remembered her name so i could find her on facebook and tell her, i just wanna give her a hug! buuuut i guess this note to you all will have to do! :)

I had to shoot God a really loud thank you from way deep down inside of me! Lord THANK YOU for saving her life THANK YOU  for letting me know she is ok. Just ugh guys! I wanna shake someone right now! ugh! ok

I am going back to bed!


Thursday, February 17, 2011

Don't know why...

This is not really anything but I realize that when I write the words cancer or lymphoma I feel the need to capitalize the first letter. Is it because those words name something of is it because those words have been such a big part of my life that I feel like they need to be capitalized? IDK just a random thought....